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我是个不爱回忆的人,脑袋里的景象往往少之又少,连高中很多事都全然记不清楚,若轻易不被人提起,倒也真的像从未发生过一样。说不清,这样是好是坏。毕竟回忆里喜忧参半,哪方也没胜过谁,无从提起。
昨日,跟朋友在一个老街上转悠突遇高中同学,一路寒暄,倒扯出不少回忆段子出来。蓦然已觉时间辗转,三四年的时光,竟然觉得像是十年那么长。老街的街道边净是一些小咖啡店,酒吧和挂满明信片的小房间,显得文艺十足。一路走马观花,竟再也没有喜欢的心思。向身边朋友感慨道, 怎么现在到这种地方,一点感觉都没了,没意思。 你以前不是最喜欢这样文艺的地方吗? 是啊,现在完全没感觉。 大概是看多了吧。
转过身望着身后走过的路,路上依旧好多的人,突觉原来已经走了这么长了。我一路低头走路,急着向前,竟忘了转身。难怪,记忆会模糊。
有人跟我说,Z怎么你写的东西都在怀念过去了?我淡笑不语,只是摇头。说实话,过去的东西,在脑海里一直是模糊的景象,小说里,散文里塑造出来的主人公总是孤单一人不舍男友的离开,朋友的分散,但只有我自己心里清楚,现实我这里没有男友分手的痛哭,亦没有好友分散的伤痛,只有一次比一次更长久的沉默和一次比一次更冷静的接受。倘若追溯到高一,或许我会是怀念过去的,会是不敢向前的,会是矫情难耐,绝望极端的,甚至为一点小事而泪流满面,和自己玩命死磕的。但,毕竟过去这么多年,不知不觉自己已经改变了。
在马太福音里摘抄到一句话, 你们祷告,无论求什么,只要信,就必得着。 心里首先冒出来的祷告竟然是 愿你能永远置之事外,愿我能独自走向未来,愿我们能无事常相见。 我被自己心底的声音惊讶到,但仔细一想,我本就一直是这样啊,这样倔强。
如此倔强。是死性不改。
看这几年的自己,即使在最累最怕最孤独的时刻曾不断妄想有人能给我依托陪我度过,但每一次心底的暗面席卷而来的时候,我都是低头沉默,懒于诉说。我以为一切总会过去,坏的会过去,会重新好起来,虽然当初哭的好像怎么也过不去。等风平浪静,才想起来跟人诉苦。当然事后诉苦实际是没有什么用处的,权当无聊之处散闲话了。在时光的打磨下,我褪去棱角,不针锋相对,不玩命死磕,懂得趋利避害,温顺内敛不嚣张。慌乱的次数越来越少,冷静的时间越来越长。我可以不好强,不争抢,但是没法不固执自己的一套。我知道因自己过于执拗的性子,错失过多次感情,受过多次伤,甚至于被误解,被看轻。但,倘若我不一路如此固执前行,我还是我么?
明显不是。
时光叫人清醒叫人醉。
成熟没什么不对,我们终将褪去稚嫩,模糊回忆,习惯伤痛,疲于向前,成长为一个懂时务知进退的大人。
我不怕成长,不怕成熟,不怕变复杂。
我只希望自己在独自面对复杂世界自顾不暇时也能勿忘初衷,一如当初,现在的执拗,不辜负。
拓展阅读
1、春节来历的英语作文
Chinese festivals are rich and colorful, there are Qingming Festival, Mid Autumn Festival and so on. In this, I like the Spring Festival most, do you know the origin of the Spring Festival?
Let me tell you about the origin of the Spring Festival.
Long long ago, there is an animal called the "year", every the 30th day of the twelfth month of the Chinese lunar calendar, it will come out of the deadly, terrible. One year, a white - haired grandfather came to the village, and he said, "I can drive away that holy thing." But the villagers did not believe what he said. On this day, as usual, the villagers ran into the mountains to hide the "year" beasts, and the old man insisted on staying. The old man put firecrackers in the backyard in the night, "year" beast to the general turmoil was terrible! When the grandfather of the house all the candles lit, "year" was stopped, and then, grandpa took out firecrackers "Pa, PA, Pa", "year" fright, Grandpa laughed in red, "" that is a fire in the laugh, scared Tirzah legs ran, the old grandpa is a fairy, he left the magic three "years" to the villagers. From then on, we will put up red couplets, firecrackers and dumplings every time in the new year.
If you ask me why I like the Spring Festival, I will tell you, because the Spring Festival is very busy, there are a lot of lanterns, it is good for the new year.
2、春节来历的英语作文
Spring Festival couplets, originated in taofu. "Taofu", Zhou Dai hung on the door on both sides of the rectangular wood board. According to etiquette, "Han Zhi", only six inches long, three inches wide, peach wood says "Tu", "Yu Lei" two god. "On January 1, made the name Taofu, Xian wood, HYAKKI fear." So, at the age of "Qing Dynasty" Yanjing said: "the Spring Festival couplets, also namely taofu."
The five generation, in the palace, some people write the language in the Spring Festival couplets. According to the "history of the Song Dynasty, Shu family" said: after the Shu Meng Changling chapter title of peach Wood Johnson in, "with its work, pen questions cloud:" new year - Na Yuqing, Scarlett, Changchun Festival ", this is the first spring couplets in china. Until the Song Dynasty, which is still called "taofu". Wang Anshi's poem had "numerous households blocks of days, the total of the new replace the old character of the sentence. The Song Dynasty, Taofu by peach wood instead of paper, called "spring stickers".
The Ming Dynasty, it was renamed the "Spring Festival couplets Spring Festival couplets". The Ming Dynasty Chen Yunzhan "miscellaneous" hairpin cloud floor contains: "the Spring Festival couplets, since the beginning of Ming dynasty. Jinling Park, on New Year's Eve edicts have come suddenly: Gongqing Shishu door to an emperor incognito at the Spring Festival couplets." Zhu Yuanzhang not only personally to watch out, smiled, he also personally question couplets. He has a family, never see the door couplets, then to ask questions, know that this is a hog, and have not asked people to write. Zhu Yuanzhang is specially for the hog who wrote the "road of life and death split hands, a knife cut off the non root" of the new year. Combined and humorous. Ming Taizu advocated by the then new year would be demeaning to become a custom that has spread so far.
3、残缺也是一种美初三作文散文
每个人都追求美,追求完美!我们总是羡慕那些在运动场上奔跑跳跃的运动健儿,仿佛*赐予了他们翅膀,奔跑时如闪电一样迅速,跳跃时如羚羊一般轻盈。他们,真的是*的宠儿!
而你们残疾人呢,戴着黑色眼罩的奔跑者,坐在轮椅中的水球运动员们,应该从来没有人说过羡慕你们之类的话吧?因为你们带给我们的,不是惊羡,而是感动,是震撼!
残疾人,你们究竟和健全人有什么不同呢?你们有善良的心,有美丽的梦,甚至有比正常人更加强健的体魄,你们比健全人更坚强、更美丽。你们肢体的残缺,或许不是*的疏忽,而是刻意。*也爱你们,于是在你们身上悄悄留下痕迹,以便可以在人群中一眼认出你们。或许你们在生活中遇到了更多的磨难,但磨难只会让你们更加坚强。生活对每个人都一样,挑战无处不在,但坚强的翅膀会带你们飞过绝望,飞向希望。
世界上没有完美的`事物,而那些带有伤疤的果子往往更甜。记得一位拥有美丽眼睛的盲女孩亲切地称自己的眼睛是“被天使亲吻过的地方”,她说自己的眼前不是黑暗,而是无尽的光明、永恒的白昼。她很自信,她笑起来很漂亮。真的,她是我见过的最美的女孩。残疾人并不比健全人缺少太多,只要有信心,伤痕也会变成酒窝。
而且,你们也清楚,我们所给予你们的爱不是施舍,也不是怜悯。那就把我们当作过路的天使或是天堂的邮差吧,*那么忙,就让我们替他来爱你们——他所宠爱的孩子们。当他在天上看到你们在运动场上奔跑跳跃的身影时,我相信他会笑的,会把更多的爱意洒向人间,洒向你们。
有人说,残疾人运动会是“残忍”的运动会,那么多残缺的肢体的挣扎,看得人心惊肉跳。但是,只是因为残疾,就应该坐享其成吗?你们在运动,或者说,你们在劳动,用你们并不完美的躯体,在残运会这个舞台上,展现你们的顽强、拼搏的生存状态。我为你们喝彩!你们是真正懂得生活、享受生活的人,生活的目标不仅仅是获得,更是争取获得的过程!
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